Long tired day today.

Work up crazy early to go onsite at Ramsey.  Was there 2.5 hours + travel + tips...no bad not bad...

Then head to the store to check up on Project: Reconnect...The programmer is working on that.  So far so good on it.  Hopefully we can get the prototype up on the pole middle of next week.  A little slow at the store today.  Had a few onsites and only 3 system sales today.  Got a little busy at the end though.  Funny thing happen.  After we close (around 7pm) we usually stay over a little to finish off some stuff.  One of the workers came back from onsite around 8pm and he saw our competitor parked outside across the street.  The competitor drove away when he saw the worker.  So sad so sad...that he wastes his time spying...sad sad...

After that went with parents to check out the house at night.  It seems pretty good area at night too.  We are going to make an offer tomorrow for 1.8 mil.  Hope they are going to take it.

After that we went to Lighthouse Tofu for yummy dinner.

Also took pics of the house and 2 new tech toys I got.

Sigh...shopaholic -_-;;

I can't stop myself...

Enough for tonight...out

New laptop fan for my G4 PowerBook

Graphic Tablet for my photoshop designs...

And for those who never saw it yet...Toshiba U105 sub-notebook..

Metalic cover with nice white ipod-like gloss...

Does it look small to you?

What about now when its next to a mouse...hehe

Mouse on top...oooo...ahhhh
 

Eclipse gum...small enough for you?

Another eclipse gum comparison


Wonder whose hand is that?...hehe

"That's deep...what's up" -Sarah T.

Nothings up...that's the problem.  Depression is high...emotions are gone...there's nothing left...

Live the day like it's your last...screw any long term shit...since all these long term crap lasts around 3.5 years anyways...

So this store's survival all thanks to 9/11...

9/11 - Wake up and heard the terrible news...
As a Red Cross Volunteer, I headed out to face the horror...
Helping as many people along the way...
Most of the EMT and volunteers got diverted to Javits...
So there I was putting my skill into action...
One particular guy dressed in a suit was bleeding badly...I was trying to dress the wound while yelling for a doctor...doctors were short that day...non came before his heart stop...I performed CPR...once...twice...three times...was about to give up when I tried one more time...It was not his time yet...he was trying to say something but I told him to hang on and relax until the doctors came...two words came out of his mouth...

Thank you

I moved on to other survivors when the doctors came to properly stitch him up...But little did I know how valuable that guy was.  A few weeks later I visited him in the hospital to see how he was doing.  Another suit guy was in the room with him.  I was thinking that the guy looked like MIB (Men In Black).  But the more surprising thing is that the guy I saved introduced himself...

Special Agent Sid S., FBI

Holy shit...I saved a Fed!!!  Kick ass cool!!!  So there I was chatting with a FBI agent and I'm not being interrogated!! lol
I told him that being FBI would be cool kicking down doors and stuff.  He told me his stories and experiences.  We both got to be great friends after that day.  I was there when he go out of the hospital.  I was there when he had his birthday after.  We even went the the firing range for a few shots.  And the best part is...

"You are my life savior.  Whatever services you need...Just ask"
-Special Agent Sid S., FBI

So these past few years I've called in a few favors:
1) IP Address listed on the white list for download immunity.
2) Beta test of a hacking program.
3) And recently...surveillance.

So back to my title: Nice plan...just not good enough.

I known him for almost 2 years.  I know his personality.  I know how he thinks.  So here are the 7 simple steps to win...
1) Plant the bread crumps for him to follow.
2) Make sure some of the bread crumps are meat so he don't stray.
3) Send in bait that he needs but don't like and also convert someone to be a traitor.
4) Make sure every step he takes that he thinks he is taking them on his own.
5) Dig a small pit and make sure he falls in.
6) Make sure he will be able to climb back out.
7) When he's 100% thinking he outsmarted the hunter...strike.

Always make plans like Michael Scofield.  Have ever detailed planned out.  Every step the enemy takes is the step that you want him to take.  Always have more than 10 backup plans.

And always think like Riddick:
Riddick: Don't bother. Guards ain't there. They figured out the Necros are comin' for me. Plan was to clean the bank, ghost the mercs, break wide for the tunnel. And then somebody got a lucky shot off with this rocket launcher here... and took out the sled. Guards took off on foot but rigged the door so no one could follow. They'll take the one ship in the hangar and leave everyone else to die.
Toombs: How come you know all this shit? You weren't even here. 
Riddick: Cause it was my plan.

So everything that's happen so far is my plan...So having OT tonight discussing about your prices, customers, and how to take me down won't work.  I must admit it's a nice plan...if I didn't know about it already.  You are at Step 6 right now.  Don't push me to go to Step 7.  We can both survive in the same forest.  There are plenty around to share and survive.  If you get too greedy then I will have no choice.

That goes for the bait too.  My plan was to keep you in there and bring you out before Step 7.  But I'm not too sure now.  Too much personal shit is going on you know...And for the other coverted traitor...Well you stay where you are since if I can buy you out then someone else can do the same too.

Sending people in...sending people to sit outside the store and monitor...what a waste of time.  Go high-tech man.  That's why it's good to save a Fed's life.  You get all the free surveillance you would ever want...bug...passive transmitter...backdoor wireless access...and my personal favorite...gps transmitter via gprs.  Nice toys...very nice.

How my plan works so far:
1) Know that you want to move into the area...done
2) Know that you are not motivated to into the area yet...done
3) Keep very quiet in moving in myself...done
4) Look for the 2nd most tempting location to move in...done
5) Check out that 2nd location and plant the bugs and passive transmitter...done
6) Feed information out to an ethnic group he trusts and seems neutral to him...done
7) Send information that I've moved into the area...done
8) His personality will now be motivated to quickly move in and try to kill me off as fast as possible..done
9) His only best choice location would be my 2nd choice...done
10) The prey fell into the first trap...done
11) Passive transmitter moitors everything...done
12) He installs his own surveillance...done
13) Use his own toys against himself...done
14) I install my own surveillance...VIQ + paid traitor = $10,000
15) Every plan he makes...make sure you want it to be that way...done
16) Give him warnings...done
17) He sending in spy...feed them incorrect information...done
18) He sending in the paid traitor...feed him information that will benefit me...done
19) Give him a way out...done
20) If he still wants to play...distroy him...Pending

Only way to get out...don't bother me and I won't bother you.

In other news...
1) Agassi is retiring...we will all miss you
2) We've found a great house at Alpine.... 1.9 mil with in-ground pool and spa...and enough land for a tennis court!!  We've checked it out twice already.  Gonna make an offer next week.
3) Project: Reconnect is going great.  The prototype came in today.  Just finished putting it together and now programming it.
4) Ordered BoA posters for my room.
5) Ordered a lil protection for myself...no...not condoms...not that protection...haha

What are emotions? Why do we even need it? We all know it will fuck you over at the end anyways. Emotions are just an illusion. So all you people with emotions. See you in hell. Making an enemy is better then making a friend. With an enemy you know they will screw you. A friend will wait until you are unprepared to screw you.

Eat my dust...out

Late post for Monday...was too lazy yesterday...

Nothing much happen on Monday...just rain rain rain...

me: yawnn..so tired today...and headache...haha
Angelica C.: next time u drink.
Angelica C.: just calm down and relax.
Angelica C.: and have a hot drink.. and please no coffee
me: lol

hmm...I only drink when I'm not calm or relaxed...

Now Tuesday...still rain rain rain...booo...

Waiting for FedEx to get here so I can see the prototype for Project: Reconnect

Good luck in your job Peggy L.!!!!!

More updates later....

Woke up to find today all wet...boo

Went to get breakfast at Dunkin. Then headed out to Brooklyn to attend church...as a guest...not converted. Was a pretty good time but I think the weather made everyone feel tired today. lol

Today's weather:

After church went for yum cha and then headed back to Jersey since nothing else to do in NYC.

Went to Englewood Medical to give Jodie's resume to someone I know there. So I'm a visitor this time...not a patient. Change some stuff to make it more appealing to Englewood Medical. Good luck Jodie!!

After that headed to the Palisades Center. And as some of you might realize...I'm a shopaholic. I usually control my spendings but I usually lose control when I'm sad, depressed, angry, etc. You know what I mean. So there I was trying to look for a parking spot. Took me an hour to actually find a spot. Went to the Apple store to check out some stuff. Wanted to buy the iSight but it only works with iChat and not AIM or MSN or Yahoo. So screw that. Then headed to Best Buy. Bought 3 old movies and some memory sticks. Total came out to about $300. After that went to Circuit City to say hi to Jerry and to check out LCD TV. Saw one that I liked. Samsung 32" LCD HDTV for $1999. Was about to buy it buy it but they ran out of the white ones. So have to wait for them to order it in. After the mall, I went to a new Japanese place. Nice and small so just wanted to try it out. Got some food and stop on by the store since I didn't want to go home yet. Also got 4 bottles of Seagrams Margarita Strawberry Flavor. Ate the food and drank while enjoying a movie. Then I worked on some designs for the Project: Reconnect. Was kinda buzzed out after 4 bottles so went next door to get a cup of coffee to kick me back up...lol. Rested awhile and finished up some other paperwork before heading home. Still a lil dizzy but it's ok. Was around 11pm when I left so wasn't much cars on the road to hit. So here I am typing this...

3 new memory sticks

Memory stick collection that I usually carry on me...
Total about 15GB...hehe

Yummyyyyy...4 full bottles...

Start #1...

5 minutes later...

10 minutes later...rest

Thr33...ooo...aaa...hhh

4our...buzzzzz...

So some of you might think that I spend alot of money... Admit it...I know what you are thinking. To tell you the truth. I'm not usually like this. I usually hold back and just buy the stuff I need...when it's on discount. And I usually buy presents to people that deserve it or really need it...not because they want it. Remember...gifts are to be given...not requested. From what I've learned in the past month is not to believe that people really care about you or like you for who you are. I think these days people only care about you if you have the dough. Why do people care so much about money? What has money got to do with anything? So now Jackie only cares about Jackie. If it does not benefit me also then I don't care about it. If people try something stupid then they will face the consequences. I promise you that. This is the new me.

Only people that I truly trust 100% are as follows (in no specific order...except the first one will always be the first one):
Sunisa S. - 24+ years (You are always there for me...Keep an eye out on God for me and tell Him to stop screwing with my life)
Amy S. - 24+ years (Sunisa's older sister...duh)
Angelica C. - 6+ years
Peggy L. - 11+ years
Stacy Y. - 7+ years
Joyce C. - 4+ years
Angie S. - 20+ years (cousin...duh)
Jenn M. - 11+ years
Peter and David G. - 8+ years
David C. - 7+ years
Jodie C. - 3+ years
Tom H. - 3+ years
Hofstra friends and coworkers

Too fucken bad if you did not make it on the list.

Riddle:

I once had it...
Now I don't have it...
It is something money can't buy...
But without money it will probably won't happen...
If it is true...then it will be free...
If it requires money...then it is false...
You see it everywhere...
But it is not here...
It is a very powerful thing when it is good...
It can also be a very powerful thing when it is bad...
If you have it...cherish it...
But don't be fooled by it...

Whatever it is...I don't think I can be it again...

Sunday...It has the word "sun" in it.  So it better be sunny!!

Got TokyoPop in the mail today...woo

Also decided to resurrect Project: Asianlegacy
I guess I have all the time now to finish it.  Also going to get that new programmer to help me too since I'm paying him to program.  But I must admit.  That kid is really good.  And FAST!!  He already finished a website for our customer.  Just need some tweeking from me and it will be hosted and online.  I'll keep you guys updated with that one soon.

P:AL Design Book
 
 

On the last page of my design book:  Do you remember this Stacy Y.?  You wrote this in Calkins Lab one day.  Feb 28, 2001. 

Anyways...decided to go to church again tomorrow...I guess it will keep me sane.  And no I'm not converted...yet.  Just no place to go and no one to hang with.  So I guess God is always there no matter what.  If He wanted it to be this way then there is nothing I can do about it. 

Amen.

Thank Gandolf It's Saturday

Can never sleep...why why why...  (Y_Y)

So what's everyone been up to?  Reading my blog at 2:30AM does not count as something.

How was everyone's summer?  Mine started great and ended messed up.  Volunteered myself as a patient in the hospital.(-_-);;
Thanks to those who've cared and visited or called me.  And thanks to those who didn't...now I know how you guys feel about me...scratch you guys off my xmas list.  (@_@)

Good luck to all the kids started Freshman year in college!!  Study hard and try not to fall in love.  Cause we all know that there's nothing called love.  Remember guys...think with the big head...not with the little head.  Remember girls...don't give guys false hopes of true love.  Remember...99% of the time it never works out...and the other 1%...well God screws up sometimes and let love slip by.  Concentrate on school...concentrate on job...concentrate on yourself.

Speaking of love.  For those unfortunate 1% that are still together with "love" then I have a special offer for you "couples".  World Yacht dinner cruise in NYC September 17th.  I have 2 tickets, each cost $90.  I'm going to sale them 2 for the price of 1.  $90 will get you 2 tickets for the World Yacht dinner cruise.  This is first come first served.  Email me directly if you are interested: debugy2k@gmail.com

what if...in a parallel universe...I have the opportunity to die?  Would I choose to do so?
Of course I would.

To achieve full enlightenment...you must shed your soul from your body and live as pure energy.

Now that's what I call...living

Jackie...over and out

Anyone interested in 2 tickets for the World Yacht dinner cruise in NYC?  Tickets (or as they call it..."passports") are good until end of September.  Got them for $90 each.  Going to sale them as buy 1 get 1 free so $90 for BOTH!!!  I have no use of them any more.  Treat someone you love to this.  Great deal!!!  Boards around 6pm and returns around 10pm!!  Should be fun!!

Let me know if anyone is interested.  Don't want to waste these tickets / "passports".

Rain rain go away...come again another day...

So much rain all of a sudden...Sky all dark...

Me so tired...

So this is the email I got back from msn tech support:

Hello Jackie,
Thank you for writing to Windows Live Spaces Technical Support. I am Juvelyn and I will be assisting you today.
I understand that you have an inquriy regarding your friends who do not have Windows Live ID cannot leave a comment on your space.
I apologize for the inconvenience this may cause you.
Please be guided that your friends can leave comments on your blog as long as they register thier non- MSN account to Windows Live ID. Please advise your friends or contacts to get in touch with Windows Live ID for a step by step procedure on registering non live account:
http://support.live.com/eform.aspx?productKey=wlid&page=wlsupport_home_options_form_byemail&ct=eformts
You are valuable at MSN and we look forward to providing you with consistent and effective service.
Thank you using Windows Live Spaces.
Sincerely,
Juvelyn
Windows Live Spaces Technical Support
Windows Live Spaces has comprehensive online help available to you. For more information about features, functions, and issues, click the "Help" button at the top of any Windows Live Spaces page.

IMO, I think they didn't really help much.  But I guess all you non-msn people can try to follow the instructions and set yourself up a accound so you can leave comments on Spaces.

Have fun!!

Can't sleep...still up..?!?!?

A few people IM me saying why can't they leave a comment?
The answer...msn spaces is stupid like that.  Want people to join msn/hotmail before you can leave a comment.

So if you want to comment...just IM it to me and I'll post it up.  yay

2AM...

Time to KO myself...*punch*...KO

Angelica C.: yeah
Angelica C.: at first I thought you brought a new house.
Angelica C.: lol
me: lol
me: like my posts eh
me: lol
Angelica C.: yeah very interesting i like it
me: yay
Angelica C.: it's good for a start :-)
me: lol
me: yes master..i will do better next time
me: lol
Angelica C.: what i meant is that it's good that you're active in blogging
me: lol
Angelica C.: and you seem fine.
me: =)
Angelica C.: u've been doing so much these days.
Angelica C.: those turtle are so big.
Angelica C.: what did u feed them?
me: just regular turtle food
me: haha
Angelica C.: oh
Angelica C.: do they have names?
Angelica C.: :D
Angelica C. signed off at 12:15:39 AM.
Angelica C. signed on at 12:16:00 AM. 
Angelica C. signed off at 12:16:03 AM.
Angelica C. signed on at 12:16:05 AM.
me: in out in out in out...this aint sex
me: haahah...ur internet ok?
Angelica C.: LOL
Angelica C.: i was trying out the invisible mode
me: sUrE....
me: sex mode
me: lol
Angelica C.: haha

let me finish...got a new house...for my turtles!!!! hohoho

Yep...this big turtles just got a big house...about 3/4 size of my tub.  Huge house.  Cost $11 million...minus the million part...hahah.  And the good part is that it comes with an indoor pool!!!  How awesome is that!!!

Bones and Pluto...brings back great memories ^_^

TGIF...Thank God I Farted...Just Kidding!!!

It's FRIDAY...HAPPY HOUR...Why they call it happy hour?  Does happiness only last an hour?

Sigh...

Must keep busy...busy busy busy...need to keep myself busy...keep my mind from going crazy by keeping crazy busy at work...sigh

Still at the office...almost 10pm

Finishing up some paperwork for Project: Reconnect...Have to present plans to the borough for approval...

Work work work...

Nice and busy at the store today...which is good.  Might need to hire that programmer to be full time.

We had a nice client at Rio Vista today.  Nice BIG client.  Wallet BIG. haha  And he's so young too.  I want to be like that. haha

Looks like it's going to rain outside too today.  boo

Another funny thing happen today.  Our competitor sent in a spy today.  Pretty good one too.  I give him props for acting quick on his feet.  Just not good enough.  VIQ quickly picked his face up once he walked in the door and already sent out a text message to my cell.  Lucky I was there and I "took care" of the problem.  The spy tried to ask for prices on service and computers and want info on stuff.  You might be good at being a spy.  But I'm good at buying intelligence.  Let's say YOU somehow get to fool the $7000 VIQ system I've setup in the store.  Do YOU think you can fool my very close friend that work at 1 Federal Plaza in NYC?  By the way, one of your workers got a lead foot.  Tell him to pay that speeding ticket off.  And plus YOUR credit isn't doing so good either right?  So let's assume you found a way to hide from my fed friend.  You still can't win over my gut feeling which usually is 90% correct.  The other incorrect 10% would be from my personal life.  By the way, if you think the intel your spy got was accurate.  Think again.  STUPID.  You think I would give out correct prices?  hahaha.  So you see...if I wanted to I can screw your life up so bad that you have no way of coming out of it.  You play nice and I'll play nice.  I'm giving a way out for you.  If you don't want to take it then you are just digging your own grave.  There is enough pie for the both of us in this area.

Beep...
Initialize full system restore...
10%...50%...100%
System restored successful...
Initialize application recovery...
10%...50%...90%...error
Missing system heart...
Please check local dump site for a replacement...
Initialize data recovery...
10%...50%...100%...
Accessing data...ERROR
Access to data restricted to Heart only...
Please check local dump site for a replacement...
System crash...

sigh....

on another note...
Pluto has just been dumped from the planetary list.  We now have eight planets only.  Poor Pluto.  I know how you feel.  Say hi to my heart while you are at the dump site.

Why can't I sleep any more?

sigh...

It's depressing to be depressed =(

Jodie C.: u woke up in the hospital? are u ok?
me: yea...ok now...just took too many lunesta before...was depressed and couldnt sleep..
me: now parents dont let me take it
me: so still cant sleep
me: :-\
Jodie C.: u have to relax
Jodie C.: u got too much on your mind right now
me: sigh...
me: can't relax...take too much caffine stuff in the morning to keep me awake for work
Jodie C.: then stop the caffine
Jodie C.: Jackie, i know its tough
Jodie C.: take my word..
Jodie C.: try to relax more, stop thinking about it
Jodie C.: this is your time now
Jodie C.: think things over
Jodie C.: and i believe you will become a better person
Jodie C.: =)
Jodie C.: got it
me: ok...

Thanks for the encouragement...still doesn't solve my sleep problem...or my other problems for that matter...thanks for trying though...

Why can't I be a computer?  Morning boot up...Night shut down...

Closing program...
Initialize brain and body shut down sequence...
Beep...
Illegal operation error has occurred...
Crash...
Please contact your warranty provider...

Ring ring...
India speaking...
I'm sorry...your warranty was over on July 29, 2006...
You are now obsolete technology...
Please recycle yourself and discard your heart to the proper dump site...

 

In my tummy was that yummy...hehe

Nothing to report back today...
Setup 3 new websites...1 for the new company...1 for a client...1 personal...

Will keep you guys posted of the personal one soon!!

JackS...OuT

Had Japanese for lunch before next door...

Kani Salad + Udon + Spicy Tuna Roll = one happy tummy

Forgot to take picture of it...boo...I'll remember next time.

More updates tonight...yay

Man this week is moving slow...only Tuesday? Well Wednesday now since it's almost 2am. haha...wish it was Friday though.

Random pics:

Archos AV500 100GB Version...Had this PVP for a few weeks (that's Personal Video Player) for those non-techie people. So took a few pics of it:





It was playing the YUI - Tomorrow's Way music video.

I've been loving this drink lately. Coke + Coffee = Blak

They should put more coffee in it. Less carbonated would be good too.

Also bought new tea today. Lipton White Tea with Mango and Peach:

Not much typing here today. Mostly pics....

Also looking on ebay for posters...haha...BoA and Ayumi...woo

Project: Reconnect is a go. Starting the full planning phase now and hopefully get some prototype up by next month and maybe full scale production by the end of the year. So if plans go well then the project should be all completed and the system should be up and running. Hope all goes well!!!

Also thanks Nezz for helping out in apartment searching!!

5...4...3...2...1...zzZzzZzzZ

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Jack Bauer does not let women on top during sex. Why? Because Jack Bauer never fucks up.